bosan

tak ada sape pun kesah pasal aku.
tak ada sape pun hiraukan aku.
tak ada sape nak amek peduli hidup aku.
aku bosan.
aku sunyi.
semua org jauh.
semua org taknak temankan aku.
zura kata seme org ada life masing2.
so,aku tak leh mengharap kat org lain.
aku kena kuat sorg2.
betul jugak tu.
buat apa nak mengharap kat org lain.
aku kene kuat.
buat seme benda sendiri je.
mcm la tak biasa sorg2.
hm.
tapi aku sunyi.
hm.

i die the day you went away

I cannot think you're not alive somewhere.
I think of you just as I did before.
No sudden gust of wind has closed the door
Or made your presence vanish in thin air.
I write you this because
I know you're there;
That even after death there must be more.
So does faith one's inner sun restore
After bitter darkness few can bear.
My mind and heart have not yet lost a friend
Even though my senses are bereft,
For you remain the witness of my soul.
No mere accident our love can end
So long as I have will and memory left,
And you lie silent on some unknown shoal.

As she looked outside the window...



The day you went away... You left me alone..aimless...what's left is only memories... and the very last roses from you....

Your violin.... it reminds me of you my dear..I miss you very much...but, you are no longer here...Darling, I miss you...

I miss those beautiful music you used to play for me..

I thought... playing your violin can ease my pain.. but.. it hurts... it really hurts...

As I listen to the radio... it still lingers... those moments...

Must I wait or should I leave...





Why? Why did YOU have to take him away from me?!?!?


I have no more reason to live in this world.. I have nothing left to cherish in this world.. I shall go...I shall be with my loved one there...

-the end-

WTF

Ada ke patot cakap aku materialistik? Ko tgk luaran aku je ko ckp aku materialistik la? Ko ingat ape2 yg aku pakai ni mahal2 sangat ke? Aku beli bundle je baju2 aku. Tapi bagusla ko dah pikir aku materialistik. So aku dah tau la ko org yg macamana dan memang tak layak la aku berkawan ngan org yg berkira dan kedekut mcm ko.


Tak sabar nak tunggu no plet itu.

wow!

hebat tak hebat la @15..boleh menang award tuuuuu!!!caiyok caiyok!tak sia sia aku bersengkang mata buat keje utk @15..hehe..
let's party party party!!!

model wannabe

dem!bile mase la aku ajar dia posing cam ni..isk..lawan tokey ni..
kuku kaler pink, siap bwk handphone tu..standby nak call police kalau ade yg carik pasal ngan dia..LOL!

happy besday!

Semalam besday kakak aku, mama kepada Eve Maliha. Tapi yg melebih2 adalah Eve, mcm besday dia pulak. Siap pakai baju 'princess' dia lagi. Pastu rajin gile kemas rumah, agih2 kek bagi seme org, agih2 tisu bagi seme org.
Sape taknak amek tisu, dia merajuk pastu tanya 'why everyone ckp taknak tissue?' dgn muke tak puashati mcm nak gaduh. LOL! Eve Maliha jugakla yg start nyanyi the besday song 'happy birthday to mama'. Hehe.. Rasa nak lempang je budak kecik tonggek tu. Comel sangat ni kenapa?


Anyhow, Happy 32nd Birthday Nurulhidayah Ngah. Semoga tercapai impian utk kurus kerengga tahun depan. Ihiks!